The tears continue to fall as my feelings envelope that no one else understands. How could they possibly?! I don't think my new family would even begin to comprehend as they seem so content living in each others pockets and I've had a fuckin' gutful. My own blood family...well, we all have our problems don't we...?
I did realise a few weeks ago that my social network and my main Spiritual support (now across the other side of Australia) can span the vast wide open spaces...but today, well let's just say I've wallowed a little. Maybe more than just a little. Today the call came for a Psychiatrist assessment...I haven't had one for over 5 years and I can't get in until February 2012, so what's another 3months hey?! lucky I'm not suicidal...!
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